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My love, my first born..my baby who survived...my miracle..I have waited for you every moment of my day.
Cried countless tears, and felt pain so deep that I should be dead. My spirit is crushed my soul has withered.
I have nothing left. Nothing. So with all that is in me, I must finally let go.
I said I never would. I grieve the loss of you, living, breathing, existing, without me. I have to accept your choice. You've given me no other choice my love.
My God given luxury, my baby that is proceeded by 4 that we do not know... God gave me you, only for you to be taken. One of many I have lost in my lifetime.
I hope my baby girl that the life you have chosen brings you the happiness you seek. The answers, the truth.
You are an amazing women, I am so proud of all that you have become. Even tho I don't know who you are or who you've become. You deserve the world. I hope you find it.
I really hope you find all that makes you happy.
I've accepted your decisions. I accept what is. I have to.
I let you go... I will forever love you till the day I die.